Argh...
I don't know man. I don't know what or how I'm supposed to feel with all these events going on, so instead I just ignore EVERYTHING... Gotta get out of that shitty mindset real quick, but I don't think I really care anymore.
Honestly, I just want to do everything at the same time and be around friends and family without ever feeling obligated to NOT go somewhere. I want to be able to mourn, celebrate, process, progress, examine, plant, create and be a lazy little shit at the same time.
I'm glad most of the people in my life are always very open and considerate. Tahnk you.
Current projects
:snowflake: To Marrow, post apocalyptic s